November 16, 2007


Things are going well, nothing new to talk about. Well, I did have my first ultrasound to make sure there was only one baby, and there is only one. YAY!!! A very healthy baby sitting quietly in my womb.♥ I can't wait to find out what I'm having!! It's already driving me crazy! belly picture::

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POP!! Where did that come from?! o_O I woke up one day and looked down and my belly wasn't flat anymore and that is not bloat! All baby bump. :D I hate when people call it bump. So stupid. Anyway. Gotta run, I'm working today so my friend can go to a wedding. She has to get her nails done, get ready and get there before 7 p.m.! If I can help, I will.~


October 30, 2007


When I am able to eat, which isn't that often, I've been trying to eat as healthy as possible. I've actually been craving clementines! I get them from the fruit and deli store next to where I work. I love that place He always has fresh, local fruit! And none of his fruit has wax on it either. When I would get my fruit from the grocery store I would make sure to use FIT to wash it and the water was always SOOOOO nasty afterwards.((GAG))Kevin has been great about not bringing home any junk food from work. They get tons of ice cream and other crap and he used to try to bring some home, but NO! Not allowed here! I want my kids to eat healthy and I want to eat healthy. Even our pets eat healthy! HAHAHAA!!!!~

Speaking of eating...........I'm going next door to get some clementines! YUMMY!!!~


October 29, 2007

So Far......

So good! Things are getting better, I'm feeling better and have more energy. YAY! I still have my moments of..."UGH! Why did I eat that", but for the most part I'm doing great. I've also started feeling movement! YES, already!! I still can believe it! They say you can feel movements earlier and earlier with each pregnancy, so I guess that's what I'm feeling.♥ I love it!~


October 22, 2007


I feel like crap!!!! I can't believe how much morning sickness I've been having!!!! I feel like I have the stomach flu, but I never throw up and it doesn't go away. -_- I think I would feel better if I did throw up. Other than m/s I feel great! A bit tired, but nothing I can't handle. My belly hasn't gotten much bigger, just a little. Here I am at 5 weeks and 3 days........

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And here I am at 7 weeks and 3 days.......

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Maybe a little bigger. :)


October 18, 2007


I swear to God, I think I can feel this baby moving already. I'm not kidding either. I always feel the quickening when I lay down for bed at night. It's subtle, but I can feel it! That's insane! ♥ No impossible though. :) I'm pretty sure that's what it is. We'll see!~


October 16, 2007

Worse Day So Far~

From the moment I woke up I have felt nauseous, so I ate thinking that would help, but it only made it worse. :( I wish I'd throw up already! i know that would make me feel better. I have been having weird cravings, but food makes me sick. Does that make sense? I'm moving into my 7th week, so I'm hoping all this will get better soon. With my luck I'll feel like this the whole pregnancy. I'd be so pissed! LOL! I'll live though.~

Last night I made stuffed chicken breast with peas and mashed potatoes and I couldn't even enjoy it. Everyone else loved it, of course. All I wanted to do was mix it all together with ketchup, but every time I took a bite I wanted to throw up, so I only took 3 bites then I gave up. I felt like crap so I went to bed at 10:00. That's pretty early considering Kevin let me take a 4 hour nap yesterday. 4 HOURS!!! That's ridiculous!! Only a pregnant woman could sleep that long then go to bed for the night at 10 and still wake up tired. LOL~


October 10, 2007

Weird Craving~

Nestle's Drumstick and cucumbers in italian dressing. o_O Not at the same time, but those are the 2 things I've been craving. It's so weird. All these changes my body is going through is just amazing! I love being pregnant and if we were super rich, I'd have tons of kids! I actually overheard Kevin and Raven talking yesterday and he said that he'd like to have 5 or 6 kids. o_O NOPE! All done! The baby making factory is closed come June 2008!! There won't be any "oops!" either. I already talked to my doctor and he said that as long as everything goes fine, then I can have my IUD put back in 6-8 weeks after delivery. I want Kevin to get snipped, and so does he, but I think he's afraid of how permanent it is. I can understand that. That's the reason I don't want to have my tubes tied. So until we can make our final decision, the IUD it is!! I loved that thing and I would never use anything else ever again! Period! LOL!!!!~


October 9, 2007


So far I've had very little symptoms at all. The ones I do have haven't been too, too bad. Here they are....

•Dizzy spells
•Sore boobs
•Metallic taste in my mouth
•Food aversion

Today I've been so tired and really nauseous. I feel like I could sleep all day. I'm working today to help my friend get ready for her Halloween party. I already finished everything I needed to get done and now I'm bored. -_- Great!~

I think I'm having a girl.♥ :) I just have that feeling, you know. :) I think I'd love to have a little girl, then when she starts going through puberty, I'll move out. LOL!!!! Just kidding. Anyway, I have a name picked out already.....Larkin Faire. I know, weird, but it fits. Raven, Lex and Larkin......I like that. If it's a boy I want to name him Tristan, but Kevin doesn't like that name. -_- Well Kevin can kiss my ass!! I'm so mad at him right now!! I honestly couldn't care less what he thinks about anything. LOL! MEN!~


October 5, 2007


I was sitting here changing my journal when it hit me..........the all day sickness. The nurse and I were just talking about how lucky I was because I haven't had any symptoms yet. I don't mind, not one bit. I'm going to cherish every dry heave, back ache, sore boob and mood swing that hits me! This will be my last pregnancy, I hope, so I want to enjoy it.~


So Happy & Relieved!!~

My HCG levels were more than perfect! They were 960 which is way more than doubled. YAY!! I'm still pregnant!!~


October 4, 2007


I had blood drawn last week and my HCG levels were very, very low......26.5. :( When I was pregnant with Lex my levels at 4.5 weeks were 900!!!! That's a big difference. I know that every pregnancy is different, but still. Hopefully they've doubled by now. I'm going in to have more blood drawn and I'll get the results back tomorrow. You know, I've had a "feeling" about this pregnancy. Just a weird feeling. I tell you what though, if I miscarry, I will not be having any more kids! I can't go through something like that again. The stress, the waiting, the not's all just too much. We'll see what happens and then go from there. I'll update tomorrow.~


October 1, 2007

Can I Just Say.....~

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How happy I am!!!! I really am. I've already joined a DDC over at JM!! I won't have much time to post there, but I'm now a June DDC Mommy!! YAY!!!!!~

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October 1st!~

I can't believe it's already October! I went ahead and changed my AIM icon to a Halloween icon! I'm so excited for Halloween!! We're not going out anywhere, we're staying in the neighborhood. I'm passing out candy and Kevin is taking the kids Trick-Or-Treating. :D Raven is going as a black fairy and Lex is going to be Frankenstein. Don't know what Kevin is going to be this year. I would dress up, but I don't want to scare the kids. LOL! Our house will be decorated before the end of the week. We already have everything, it's just finding the time to do it. Our weekend was busy, so we couldn't do it then. I'm sure I'll be able to do it while my Mom is here. I'm picking her up at the airport tonight.~

I'm feeling great! Very tired, but energetic, if that makes sense. :/ My stomach hurts on and off all day, but nothing I can't handle. I really hope my boobs don't get any bigger. I don't want to look like a porn star! LOL!~


September 29, 2007

So Tired~

It's started already! First it's all day sickness, now it's the fatigue. UGH! I feel like I could sleep all day. It may just be because I went with my sister to Logan airport to pick up her new puppy and we didn't get home until almost 2 a.m.!! -_- Kevin came upstairs with the dogs around 10 this morning, so I got up and made breakfast, but I was no where near ready to get up!! After breakfast I went upstairs to lay down for an hour and I just got up at 2!! I feel fine now, so maybe I just needed to catch up on my sleep from being so busy yesterday. I hope so, because I do not want to feel like I did this morning ever again! So from now on I go to bed early.~

My symptoms so far:

*All day sickness.
*My mouth is always dry and has that metallic taste
*My boobs are killing me
*Extreme happiness!!!


September 27, 2007

I'M PREGNANT!!!!!!!!~

OH MY GOD I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!! Look at this............

The line to the left is very faint, but it's still there and I tested at 6:30 p.m.!!! I want to test every day till I'm in the safe zone. LOL!! I'm still in shock! I hope that everything sticks this time. I'm sure I'll be updating every day from now on. :D

So Exhausted!!~

I was up late last night with a stomach ache and when I did finally feel better, I went to bed but couldn't sleep. -_-I'f AF is coming, it's going to be a bad one. I am so tired, my stomach hurts and I have the worse cramps. UGH. Lex slept till 8:30 this morning!!!! I had to get up and make sure Raven got off to school on time, so I didn't get to sleep in. -_- I was up already so i decided to sweep and mop the whole house while Lex wasn't in bed still. That worked out great!!!! I wish he slept that late every morning. Soon!!!~


September 26, 2007

Still Some Hope!~

No more spotting since yesterday! I'm not getting my hopes up just yet, but I am glad that AF decided to hold off a few more days. Holding off for the next 9 months would be better. hehehee!!~


September 25, 2007


I started spotting today, which means today is the first day of AF. It's light, but it's still there. woo.....hoo. Oh well. I guess I sort of knew I wasn't pregnant, but I was still hoping. What really sucks is that this makes 2 in one month. Yes, that's right.....two periods in one month. -_- Ugh. My back is killing me, which isn't normal for me. It feels like a kidney infection. I've only had one in my life, but I remember what that felt like. o_O I'm in some pain, but it's far. Hopefully it won't get worse until tomorrow when I can just do nothing all day. I'm at my friend's house watching her sick dog while she runs some errands. The poor thing is really sick. She's on her bed looking at me right now wondering why I'm not paying her any attention. LOL! I think she feels left out because she can hear the other 2 dogs outside with Kevin and the kids. I'll be upstairs keeping her company until her Mommy gets home~

August 18, 2007

Very Nice Day~

It's a bit chilly, but I love it!! The sun is hot, but there's a breeze to keep you from getting too hot. Perfect day! We got up bright and early and went to breakfast at the Cracker Barrel. Lex had such a good time and he was so well behaved. Usually he wants to get down and run around, but not today, thank God!! LOL!! I love all the stuff they sell there. All their Fall and Halloween things are out, so I picked up a few things. I got a cute pumpkin wind chime and some scarecrow things. I love scarecrows!!! I can't wait to put everything out in our yard this year. I'm so ready for Fall now!!~

I'm going to go take some pictures of my flowers and stuff. Yes, I finally got a battery for my camera!! YAY!!!!~


August 17, 2007


There is a girl in my PR on JM that just found out she's pregnant, but since she's been BF and just weaned her son, she hasn't had a period, so she could be very far along. She posted that she feels a pretty good sized belly bump. WOW! That's insane!! I can't wait to find out how far along she is!!!! SO EXCITING!!~ hubby is home, so it's baby making time!!~

August 13, 2007


We're going to go pick out some paint for the spare bedroom and start moving Lex in. This room will be all his and the computer will be in the office. I just want Lex's room to finally be done and the house to be in order. I really does take forever to get everything exactly the way you want it. :/


August 12, 2007


Was a really nice day. Kevin and I talked a lot about what we were going to do when baby #3 gets here and how we hope he/she sleeps better than Lex. Don't get me wrong, he sleeps great, but he's going through this phase of needing Mommy and Daddy to be in the room while he's sleeping at night. Naps are no problem at all, the boy sleeps for hours! I tell Kevin that he spoils him, holds him too much........then Kevin looks at me and just sort of shakes his head, because he knows......I'm really to blame for that as well. I look at it this day my children will not want me to hold them, they'll want to run free, and when that day comes, I want to be able to let go with a smile on my face because I know that I've held him as much as his little heart desired.♥